On tour and at other events, I’m frequently asked, “How do you deal with writers’ block?”
My answer is: there are two different kinds of writers’ block for me. The first is the fear of suck. This kind of resistance pops up when my inner editor, who’s a total perfectionist, rears her stupid head and declares that whatever I’m writing isn’t good enough. This hits A LOT during the first draft stage. I’ve definitely been experiencing this while working on Cahill Book 3. The usual fear of suck is heightened because rewriting most of STAR CURSED in edits was difficult and painful (though ultimately the best thing for the book), and frankly I’m a little scared to turn in this draft. I don’t think such drastic measures will be necessary for this book, but it’s hard to tell! Plus, it’s the end of the series, and I want the ending to be all epic and bittersweet (because my favorite endings are more bittersweet than HEA – just sayin’). But it’s hard to really capture epic and bittersweet in a first draft.
Anyway, I’ve been trying to address that kind of writers’ block. Which is basically solved by plowing through. I use Write or Die. Employ Freedom for an hour at a time. Reward myself with a Care Bear sticker on my wall calendar for every 1000 words I write. Remind myself that I can make things better in revision.
But it wasn’t really working. I wasn’t excited or inspired. I wasn’t having fun. And while writing can be difficult and draining, it should still be fun more often than it’s not, right? At which point I realized maybe it was actually a problem in the story. That’s the second kind of writers’ block – when I’ve made a wrong choice somewhere and the story feels dead or just off as a result. This is such a tricksy, gut-instinct thing; everything can seem fine on paper or in my outline or when I discuss it, but I keep coming back to that deep sense of meh. This is where that “plow on ahead, you can fix it later” solution doesn’t help AT ALL and can actually be wildly counter-productive for me. I’m more of an edit-as-I-go girl – your mileage may vary.
How do I deal with this second kind of writers’ block? Well, Monday night I went back to the last scene where it felt right and I cut 2500 words. Eventually I figured out it was a few different small things – a missing plot thread that lent motivation and a sense of urgency to the previous scenes, an argument that felt contrived because I had Maura saying something that she wouldn’t really say just because it was dramatic and it helped get from point A to point B, and another place where I was pulling my punches for fear of going too far. I made different choices, basically. And now I feel excited about the story again.
What about you? How do YOU handle writers’ block?
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